First off, let me say that I love other people's art. I learn better from seeing what other people do than being instructed. I can spend hours marveling over stunning artwork. I laugh my ass off, squeal, and cry over some pictures ( Read more... )

My closed mouth will be the death of me.

100% chance of crying myself to sleep tonight

This was supposed to be a continuation of love love. But instead, it's going to be whatever the hell I want because I feel like shit ( Read more... )

Why do I do this to myself? I'm sitting here... upset because of something that happened that's beyond my control. And it's upset me many times before. Why do I put myself through it? I honestly don't know. No, I do. But it's like... a circle. And I'm not making any sense except to myself, but that's okay ( Read more... )

Surprise!!! Guess who is feeling worse than ever? *poses* I am on new medication... *sigh* It doesn't seem to be working so far.

Everyone was cranky at some point this week. It made me upset.

I need a vacation. All I'm getting is Sunday evening.

*sniffles and cuddles her Iruka plushie to stay happy*

I guess it always hurts when you find out that you have unequal feelings... Like that you would give up your life, your comfort, your world for someone... and they have no idea. Or they don't care. Or they wouldn't do the same ( Read more... )

Yeah, so everyone now knows that James and I broke up. Whoopee. *cries* I miss him. I mean, I still talk to him, but I'm just starting to realize how much I really care about him. It's starting to permeate different levels of me. I want to be his everything. I want to do everything for him. I want to be his mother, his friend, his lover, his sister ( Read more... )

I'm wondering why People Ignore me. Probably has to do with the fact that I ignore them unless I know them. So being shy gets me Ignored. :( That's not a happy thing. But it's Life. I'll try to be more Enthusiastic and Friendly and perhaps I will not get Ignored. I don't want All the attention, just a good 15% of it will do. XD ( Read more... )

My life for the past few days = Crap ( Read more... )